In high school I hung out regularly with four other straight guys. We were all a little nerdy but quite typical boys – preoccupied with girls, sex and how our young cocks were shaping up.
One Saturday we were hiking out in the hills and we started talking trash about how big our cocks were. We had seen each other in the gym showers and we kind of knew what each of us had down there. But, still, it turned into a good-natured argument. I told the guys that what really matters is how big a cock is when it's fully hard – not when it's limp. So we each dared each other to pull down our pants and start stroking ourselves hard to see exactly how big we were. We found a little clearing off the trail and starting masturbating. Even though we were straight guys it was strangely exciting to expose ourselves like this. Just like most guys our age, all of our dicks were hard in no time. Then we compared cocks for length and thickness by pressing them against each another. Not that it mattered all that much who the winner was because we were still young and growing. Today's winner might be tomorrow's loser. (Now I may not have been the biggest, but I surely wasn’t the smallest either) After that day we continued to size each other up. We measured length and thickness and logged results. We were obsessed with how much pubic hair we had. And we always ended our sessions by jerking off and seeing how far we could shoot. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I can’t believe I just walked in on Grayson jacking off, it’s a day I will never forget, but why didn’t I knock first. It’s only our second day at the lake house and hopefully he isn’t too pissed about me walking in on him. I can’t erase the image of him jacking off from my mind and while I felt embarrassed about the whole situation, I also find myself attracted to him. I’d been curious since age twelve but never acted on it, mainly because I had a stronger attraction to girls than I did other guys. I’ve been friends with Gray since meeting him in the eighth grade. We had a lot of the same classes and that’s how our friendship began. We did everything together from studying to being there for each other when something was wrong. After my bad and painful breakup from Emily about six months ago, Gray was there for me. What he didn’t know was I developed feelings for him during that time. I’d always thought he was a good-looking dude, but I became heavily attracted to him to the point that my dick would get rock hard most of the time I was around him. As much as I wanted him, I knew he only liked me as a friend.
When I saw Gray on the bed with his boxers down around his ankles and his hard dick in his hand, I got turned on instantly. A part of me wanted to join and explore with him. I’ve often pictured him jacking off in my mind while I rubbed one out myself, but never thought I’d actually see it. I’m so confused, but not too ashamed; why should I be, it’s not like I can control what turned me on and what didn’t. What if he brings it up, what do I say? Do I.... Should I... Fuck it, it’s getting late and I’m kind of tired. Hopefully things between us won’t be too awkward in the morning. We had a really great time hiking today and by the time we made it back, it was nearly 1:30 pm. We were out goofing around and exploring as usually did and there were no awkward moments. When worked up such an appetite that as soon as we got back, we sat down to eat lunch. As we ate our food and talked, I kept thinking about how he would react if I told him about the feelings, I started developing for him. Would he laugh in my face? Would it make him upset? Will it end our friendship? I tried not getting too worked up over it, but I was really having this urge to tell him everything. I want to tell him about my feelings and about me being Tumblr’s little brother and tell him about my secret Tumblr account. I snapped back to reality when he pulled out his phone and got up from the table and said, “I’m going to take a shower.” He ran upstairs and I started cleaning the kitchen before I went to take my shower. After cleaning the kitchen and my body, I decided to go downstairs to watch TV. I really tried to focus on the TV, but something kept telling me to go upstairs and see what he was up to in his room. After I walked in on him that day, it seemed like he didn’t care. He never brought it up and I damn sure wasn’t going to bring it up. I debated it in my head for a little while before getting up and going upstairs. When I got up there, I noticed that his door was cracked open a little. I stared through the opening and saw him sitting on the edge of his bed listening to music and only wearing shorts and socks. [I was so fuckin excited, I had started to touch myself while we talked. I could not believe it, not only had he messed around with guy, he got fucked by one. Damn!]
After that night we never spoke about our conversation again. Then about 6 months later, I was coming to town for a football game, and was going to stay in his dorm room. Since he was an RA, he had the room all to himself. We went out, had a couple beers, and came back to his place. With not much on TV, we changed into the boxers and t-shirts most college guys sleep in. We watched a movie with some hot sex scenes. After, we sat in the dark and talked about other sex scenes from movies we liked. Eventually, I could tell something was on his mind. But I spoke first.... "Bored. Can I get on your laptop?" "Yeah go 'head..." After checking Facebook and a couple other regular sites, and feeling sort of brave since our IM discussion, [I’m sure the beer helped as well] I took a deep breath and went to a porn site I had "borrowed" the password to and started to surf. After a minute or so, he finally looked away from the TV and noticed. "Hey, what the hell is that?” He laughed. "Oh, just a porn site I like to visit, they usually have good looking people on it, none of that old-porno-star crap." Does anyone remember when Rob Navarro was the cock sucking king of the world? I do and when I watch him now, I find myself getting very annoyed because now-a-days he basically gives hand jobs with a little tongue mixed in occasionally. I've been waiting 5 years for him to lay that egg, because he looks like a chicken sucking dick now. At this point he probably should be thinking about his successor to the site, or at least he should be thinking about it. Unless he plans to shut it down after he decides to retire. Military Classified was the golden ticket if you wanted to see some great oral action mixed with anal sex occasionally. The models he would get were mostly hot and talkative, unlike the guys he has on the site now. When I look at him now, all I see is a shell of the man that once was. Not only has his cock sucking skills diminished but that side saddle fucking he does is plain ole stupid. I'm not sure if he really enjoys bottoming or not. Sometimes he made taking cock look easy and other times it appeared as if it was the absolute worst thing in the entire world. His ability to take a cock was never awesome, but he did a better job if it back then as opposed to today. I think If he intends on staying around a bit longer, he should think about making changes to everything starting with the meet and greet interviews he has with them and ask follow up questions when needed. Maybe place the cameras in a different location so we can actually see what he is doing and the number one thing he should change is to STOP breaking his arm patting himself on the back after those less than stellar BJ's he's offering. I feel bad for some of the guys because when he asks them to rate it from 1 to 10, some of them look as though they are torn between giving him a good rating or possibly hurt his feelings with the truth. I vote for the truth because without it, he will continue producing sub-par content. If you are familiar with this site, let me ask you a couple of questions:
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